An open letter to my comfort zone

You were there before I had everyhing I am about to throw now. I was a little soul when we met and you saw me until the time I bloomed. You saw me laughing, crying even if you were not the one who caused it. We're both imperfect and that help us grow and become who we are now. Now that we want to explore life without anyone around us. Now that we want to see what life could bring without each other beside us. Everything happened too fast. Faster to the norm while slow to those who easily get contented. I admit that I'm afraid to commit myself for now & I know you're someone who could make it a good husband and father in the future. I know that time will come.. Maybe with me or with someone else but for now I'm certain that I still want to explore and see what I can have without your presence. Sounds selfish but time will come that we will not be able to prioritize ourselves. That time where we should be the one to lead someone's life who came from our own flesh. I'm sorry for chosing myself for now. I know that our future is not certain & we might find someone along the way but I will never regret it as long as you're happy and complete.